My {Heart} is {Scarred} beyond Repair

[Head{admin}]

Name: Scarredheart kit, paw, pelt, heart
Age: 48 Moons
Gender: Tom
Type of Outsider: Rogue
Personality:

As one might assume from the description of his eyes, Scarredheart has many conflicting emotions within him. Things have been done to him and those he loved that should never have been done to any cat, and as a result his heart has been torn in too many places to count, and his capacity for trust and love have all but disappeared. In fact, he trusts no one.

Scarredheart was always a gentle, laid-back tomcat, and even how he has somewhat retained this personality. Few things bother him or get him riled up, and he goes throughout his day with a relatively laid-back demeanor. Even when face-to-face with a hostile cat (well, most hostile cats) his manner will remain unalarmed, and he does not speak sharply or throw insults if he can help it. In fact, his calm, nonchalant demeanor has served to unnerve enemies more than hissing and spitting would have.

However, this is not how Scarredheart is always like. Deep within him there is a terrible, burning rage that builds with each day. A few times before this rage has broken free on another cat, and only unconsciousness stopped him from his rampage.

Picture: Reasonably Resembles him ^.^
Short Description:

Heavily scarred gray tomcat with intense, passionate green eyes.

Appearance:

Light gray fur streaked with dark gray cloak Scarredheart's thickset, muscular body. Creamy white fur stands out on his chest and all four paws. He is a rather heavy cat, with heavily-muscled legs and shoulders from moons of climbing the trees of CelestialClan territory, although he has not ventured into that territory for a very long time.

Intense, pale green eyes gaze forth from his dark gray face, and within them they hold emotions so tangled that no cat could ever hope to read him. These eyes can hold the deepest and most desperate of all pain, the hottest and most vicious of all angers, and the gentlest and calmest of all serenity.

Several scars mar the otherwise soft, lovely pelt. A part of his back left leg does not grow fur, and several ugly puncture scars tell of the badger bite responsible. Because of the old wound, Scarredheart favors that leg in fighting. A chip in his ear and a long clawmark down the left side of his body speak of another, more personal battle, which he does not speak of. Many other scars and nicks mark his body, and they speak of a life of trouble and heartbreak.

History:

You think you deserve to know about Scarredheart's past. No, you don't.

Scarredheart doesn't speak of his past to anyone. He trusts no one, and has not found anyone with whom he could share this kind of information. Whenever the subject is broached, either a terrible, heart-wrenching pain or a horrifying, fear-inducing fury springs up into his eyes. All that most cats know is that he was born to two vicious rogues, was taken into MireClan when he was just a kit, and left the Clan without notice, under very controversial conditions.

Family:

Hah, right. No. No no no. Scarredhear's family is gone. *poof* Poor guy.

RP Example:

I would, but i am out of muse. Might add some later.

Other:

Perhaps one day he will find a cat who he can trust?

[Head{admin}]

*huggles Scarredheart* Accepted